At The Gates Of The Forbidden City

At the gates of the forbidden city

19 years ago today

they sat,

quiet and peaceful

said nothing.

did nothing.

hunger, thirst, sleep,

none of it mattered to

the now ghosts of the forbidden city.

they sat in silent protest.

hurting no one,

taking the initiative.

all they wanted was a revolution

away from the communist rule.

and yet.

their silent voices

peaceful actions

the angels of Tian An Men square

all they wanted

was peace and freedom

but all the got was

massacre

don't worry heroes of masacre

we will stand strong

and remember you

and fight for your freedom too.

we will be strong for you

as you RIP

Ghosts at the gates of the forbidden city.

Emerald Green

Please understand that
i know we could never
be

But try as hard as i might to ignore,
Emerald Green
runs through me
and shakes me
and scares me

A caress upon your cheek
is not me

A kiss upon the lips
is still not me

A hug when in pain
that can never be me

We may have spoke
and spoke and cried
but these feelings can never just
go away.

Jealousy, burning in me
Emerald Green

Dancing In The Dark

The end is near
I can feel it
in my bones
my soul
must we keep grasping at straws?

I'm tired,
hurting
Your little
Dance around
just leaves me spinning
confused

I need to breathe
and i need to know
what's really going on
what are you hiding from me?

please don't leave me
in the dark anymore
its cold
and i just feel so
alone

2.30 In the morning.

Its early or its late
Take it as you wish.
I just remember
Crisis Aversion.



Call me your saviour,
call me the cause.
But it's always me in the end isn't it?



Sometimes,
Im sick of always being the shoulder to cry on
And sometimes
I feel like
I wanna cry on someone's shoulder.

Butterfly In The Night

Butterfly in the night
fluttering wings
passing through into the wee hours of morning.

Butterfly in the night
take my hand
and come with me
the night is harsh
and cold and bleak

Butterfly in the night
You need not be one anymore

Butterfly in the night
tell me what went wrong.

...

Nothing matters as much anymore.
Everything, so nonchalant.
What are we all in the big scheme of things,
Besides Liars and Freaks?
Does it matter what everyone else thinks of you?
For once, I would just like to see people
Take off their skin.
Show me what's really
Underneath
The facade

Startin' my blog!

Yea, i can't actually believe that i'm startin' one of these things. We'll get to see how it goes though, knowing me this'll probably a once in a month kinda thing. Me and commitments...they ain't doin' so well anymore. LOL. You know how it is, i'll try my best. Mostly, i'll just post what ever i feel like writing...mostly Verse i'm guessing.
So here's to new beginnings then i guess :D